I was back at high school with a former friend that we had ended the friendship on bad terms with. She gave me a restraining order but i can't remember my reaction. For context in high school i had problem with women who was making me feel unwanted or excluded and i got in trouble a lot as a result of how angry i got with them back in high school.
Dreams about high school often symbolize a return to a formative period in your life, representing personal development, social dynamics, or unresolved issues. In your case, the presence of a former friend with whom you had a turbulent relationship suggests that there may still be lingering feelings about that friendship, specifically feelings of rejection or unresolved conflict.
The restraining order in your dream could indicate a sense of being pushed away or feeling restricted in your relationships. This could represent a fear of being excluded or a desire to establish boundaries. It might reflect past experiences where you felt targeted or misunderstood, particularly with women, and how those experiences may still affect you in social situations.
Your inability to remember your reaction could symbolize feelings of helplessness or confusion about how to navigate certain relationships in your life. It could also suggest unresolved emotions about that friendship or past situations in high school that still impact your interactions today.
Overall, this dream might be prompting you to confront and process past experiences with rejection and exclusion, as well as consider how these feelings affect your current relationships. Reflecting on your feelings about boundaries and conflict resolution may help you gain clarity and move forward.